the room gathers dust because we can no longer enter it – by Ava Nunan

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unlike socrates
i know i know things

i know we broke the window on our way out
owing to entropy’s trap.

i know the lyrics to dido’s thank you
and that dusk is time to listen.

i know that mostly, a human
is not a thing with feathers.

i know an unreliable narrator
implies a hierarchy of memory

and i know the price
of hanoi rose chicken rice.

i know that pain
is alchemized in the amygdala

and if it is all just chemicals,
styles, stars, things that siphon neatly,

socrates or the stoics or dr phil
might scorn my resistance.

and when a chicken is plucked
of its most intimate tethers

it frenzies remembering.
in dido’s thank you she sings –

i don’t want to love again
it might change my memory

socrates thought love was the child
of poverty. he was wrong

but at least he knew it. since the end
of our generationally impoverished

conceptual child, itself impossibly born
from yellowed fingers, a wallet of fast cash,

furled chaos, burnt lips,
summer has ended.

yolk leaks slowly
from the broken window

and i have paid my rent in dido
to a featherless biped

when he comes to collect it
we both lament the cold.▼

Image: Yusuf Onuk - Pexels


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Ava Nunan

Ava Nunan is a poet/writer living on unceded Wurundjeri land. Her previous work can be found in no purchase, Voiceworks, Verve, amongst others.

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